It was a young lad, maybe sixteen, who was rowing them through the dark waters that night. The air was clear and high, but the ruckus of the natural world created a sort of dense fog which made it hard to think. The man and the woman felt very out of place. They looked sometimes toward the shore, or at the water, or down at the little skiff, but not at each other. Maybe they exchanged the occasional glance, but they didn’t dare converse. The presence of their guide in the back of the boat somehow precluded their usual back-and-forth; besides, it was much too late in the evening and it seemed like the sky was paying attention to them.
Perhaps as they listened to the frogs and the water and the wind, they began to ruminate on certain misgivings. Perhaps she was afraid he resented her for uprooting their lives to come here, and perhaps she was a little ashamed of it herself. Perhaps he had his doubts about the integrity of the boat, but perhaps he was really worried that their relationship had become fused to their quest, and if she got what she wanted tonight, where would that leave them? I think it’s safe to say that they could both feel an end approaching, though it felt unreal, and they watched the oncoming shore with anticipation and dread. Read more